Spring is in the Air

I have become an Apartment Bear of late, as I have no mascot duties/job.  As I flew to the liquor store this evening, I was suddenly overwhelmed.  The trees were closing in on me with their precious light green leaves that were dampened by the rain.  I know I should have only seen beauty but it seemed oppressive as if they were closing in on me.  It seems like the trees suddenly have a burden.  These are the sweet life-beginning leaves of spring... and yet all I see is less sky. 

I have pondered so very much since my girls have moved on but it is a long tale of obscured views.  I'm not even sure I know where I fit in this world quite yet, but I shall try to share my perspectives anyway.  Rum pretty, sky obscured, trees oppressive.  I thought of a song as I got mildly wet in the rain tonight.  "I need a phone call, I need a raincoat, I need a big love, I need a phone call."   I'm tufty now, I hate tufty.  I also hate being a bear who thinks this much. I really do.   Kisses.